Movie: To Live
The film is Zhang Yimou's To Live, starring Gong Li and Ge You. It is a beautifully made film, spanning the period of time from the 1940's to the 1970's in China.
What I love about the movie is the way it captures a sort of stubborn hope exhibited by the Chinese people. I wouldn't dispute the notion that Chinese culture is often quite pessimistic, and would even give my firm agreement with such observations as those made by Nicholas Kristof and Sheryl Wudunn in their insightful book China Wakes. But the movie captures a sort of balancing force for that perceived pessimism. In the film, what we see is a tendency toward laughter in the face of adversity (and the family in the movie sees it all!), and a stubborn refusal to give in to the notion that life isn't worth it.
The movie makes me think. I don't know where this stubborn hope comes from, but it is something I have seen not just on the screen, but in the lives of real people here in China. Talk all you want about the hardships of the Cultural Revolution, Tiananmen, and the "burden of history." But the fact remains -- these people hope. They continue, despite all that, to struggle to make life better. And they don't just go about it somberly and dispassionately. They go about it with a laugh, and I mean a good belly laugh. I don't know where they find the fortitude or the inspiration for that laugh. I wonder if I have the strength of character to laugh like that in spite of all hardships.
I haven't suffered in my life. Not like the characters in To Live, anyway. Nor like many of my peers and friends in China. I wonder why it is, then, that life can seem so daunting to me, sometimes? I wonder why it is so tempting to throw in the towel when, frankly, I've had it easy?
I hope I can find the fortitude to laugh at adversity. And I hope I can always find the strength, no matter what comes along, to live.



